So sad~

The new january intake is cancelled??!! WTF??!!! 1st they said that the place is gonna change to Subang. Well, I'm pretty okay with that since I'm renting here in PJ. But, no new intake?! Wargh!! I feel like killing myself!!! Uhuhuuu..
Anyway, I went to JCKL just now to watch the kendo practice.. Watching all those guys with their shinai and everything really broke my heart.. I want to join them so badly.. Mr.Yap, please let me know if the new intake is opened..
Oh, yeah! Anyway, I went to Pudu just now to take the hakama that I have booked since November.. Wah! It's actually too big for me! So, I had to alter it myself (and I'm EXTREMELY bad in sewing.. Aiya...). I had to cut off (fold it in, actually) nearly 15cm of the hakama so that it fits me.. Gosh, I feel so short.. Nee, since that I could not wear my hakama to the kendo class, can I wear it to sleep tonight?
Hm.. I feel so helpless.. The thing that I wanted so much is there, in front of me but... So near yet so far..